I went back to work on January 3rd and of course it was the worst day for me. I had spent the whole week leading up to my return dreading it. I cried at least once everyday leading up to it and on the morning I dropped him off at his daycare I lost it completely. I just miss him every single second I am not with him. He has been doing very well at the sitters house. He doesn't cry when I leave him or at all while he is there. Then again he never really cries unless he needs something. He loves the sitter's house and she is just great with him. He goes there Tuesday thru Thursday and Chris or I am home with him on Fridays and Mondays. I am usually the one who picks him up and drops him off so of course the best part of my day is seeing that smiling face every day at pick up time.
The down side of his four month update is that he has his first little cold. It just broke my heart to see him so sad and upset due to his awful stuffy nose. He has had the worst congestion and nothing else. He has had no fever or cough or anything except this horrible stuffy nose. My poor little guy! I just cried the first night he woke up with it. It was heartbreaking to hear him trying to breathe and knowing there wasn't anything I could do to take it away. We spent lots of time in the bathroom with lots of steam showers as well as getting to know and use a NoseFrida (which is the best thing ever). He is doing much better now but a cold hangs around for days, hopefully he will be better soon!